Hab jetzt endlich ein neues Journal gemacht endlos_schleife
übers readden würde ich mich freuen. Ich versprech auch ich werd häufiger schreiben und kommentieren. o.O
inaktive journals hab ich gekickt.

yes I am still alive over here. Just my hostfam's computer was literally wrecked, so no Internet for 4 weeks.
I still love it here, although the weather is really strange, sunshine, 25 C in the afternoon, and snow in the morning. And I am staying longer. I am now gonna be back in Germany on the 2nd June.
That's about the news, there is not much more to tell, of course I did a lot of things, but that's taking to much time right now.

it's snowing. the whole day. but now it's sticking. that's so weird, a few weeks ago I ran outside in just a t-shirt. anyhow, if it's snowing some more, chances there are we get school of tomorrow. gosh i hope so.

i don't really have much to tell, I celebrated(if you wanna call it that way) valentine"s day the first time and it's a really big deal.  I found some friends around here, my english is improving and victoria is one of the most beautiful cities i've ever seen,

and i don't get the plot on lost. it's just too far ahead, and smallville sucks. it really does. it's gettin stupid. 
but greay's anatomy is still great.

and i'm probably going to Rock am Ring, when I am back...the only person who needs to know is my mom, tried to call her today before school, but she didn't answer the phone so i just call her on the weekend...

and i hate school here. it's almost as boring as in germany. Period. 

Die Schule ist okay. Kleiner als Willhoeden obwohl mehr Schueler. Es ist nur ungewohnt Blockunterricht zu haben. Ich hab nur 4 Faecher:
Social Studies
Social Psychology
Calculus
English.

Jede Stunde geht 64 min, und einmal am Tag hab ich ein Fach eine Doppelstunde. Social Psychologie ist ziemlich cool, social studies wie gmk/pgw, english wie bei uns deutsch, und calculus der schwerstmoeglichste mathekurs(Die machen in den normalen Mathekursen was wir in der 8,9,10, KLasse machen)(btw. ich bin mit abstand die juengste und das einzige maedchen, sind aber sowieso nur 6 leute.)

Dicker Minuspunkt: nur 4 minuten zeit um raeume zu wechseln, und mein locker ist am unguenstigsten punkt der schule, soll heissen: den meisten teil das tages schlepp ich meinen ganzen kram mit mir rum.

Die leute sind ziemlich nett. Die meiste zeit verbring ich in der Schule mit Kristin, die andere Deutsche, sonst hab ich noch nicht so~ den anschluss, auch wenn die meisten hier ziemlich nett sind. Andere allerdings haengen in der 15 min. pause auf dem klo vorm spiegel um sich mit einem glaetteeisen die haare zu machen.

Sonst:
Ich hab endlich mal Eishockey sehen.
War in einem Laden mit 10m hohen Regalen voller Essen
und es ist hier warm als ware es fruehling.

Und was ich bisher sagen kann:
ICH LIEBE CANADA. <3

Und Tschüss. (:

Ich hoffe ich schaff es aus Canada mal ab und zu zu schreiben. Internet hab ich ja.

..never trust anybody who worksin a chinese fast food restaurant about the ingredients.

Urgh. Urgh. Urgh.
And I did ask if the soup was vegetarian or not, because the menu card didn't say anything about it. And she said yes, it is vegetarian.
It wasn't. And I didn't notice it until I ate almost all of it. Urgh. I hate meat, I really do, it's not the taste I don't like it's what it is. And I ate it. I haven't been eating any meet the last 2 or 3 years.
See, that happens if you trust somebody, who's working in a fast food restaurant. I think, I will never again it something if I am not positive about it being vegetarian or not. But urgh. No it's too late. I ate it. It's against all my principles, okay it wasn't my fault  but still I can't calm down, every time I think about it. It's just urgh. I feel like I might vomit.
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We moved. Yesterday. And at the moment I am sitting in a room full of boxes and rubbish, but the pc's working. My bedroom looks still pretty messy, almost like somebody haven't cleaned in there for years, so yeah it looks like I live there.
I don't have anything to tell really...okay I moved but nothing really happened, besides me living in an other part of the city.
Today was my last school day before Canada. It feels akward: I'm leaving in 12 days, and I won't go to school anymore. I hate that place, and I really don't get along with some of  my really individualistic classmates, but I ain't happy. I guess the thought of not seeing some of them for more than 3 months is a bit scary, although I dislike them...I guess I got a bit too used to things here. And that's...well not good, getting used to hated things is never good....so my guess it's time for a change. and definitely time for Canada.

Christmas is over. And I'm still thinking it's overrated. Sunday was okay, actually fun, playing cards with my mom, my sis' and her boyfriend, Monday(we spend with my aunt) more or less, but today...well family. Need I say something else? It's every year the same. And every year I am sitting there, pretending a smile, and hoping I can go home soon. Okay seeing my cousins again was cool, but it would have also been if it hadn't been christmas. Now it's over. And I can relax again.

Yeah I am still alive, I was just lazy to write.
The week was more ore less christmassy, although I didn't wanted it to be. I baked cookies with my sister, bought the last christmas gifts, and found probably the best christmasmarket[sounds strange] in Hamburg, the asian and african stands were the best, too bad I don't have money anymore.
By the way, my sister and my mom are driving me crazy, they argue all the time, and they're stressed all the time, I'll sign 3 crosses when christmas is over.
Yesterday I skipped the substitute lesson for biology, me and almost the whole class.
On Thursday I met Victoria[not the stupid one] and kirsten in the stable...I haven't seen them for months, maybe I can meet them more often in the holidays...would be cool. <3

I still don't have any plans for sylvester...yet. I just don't know what I can do. Probably it'll all ending up me being alone and bored at home. Well I'll see.